Birthdays

Another year older but not wiser.....

Still have no idea who I am or what I want out of the time I have left on this earth.

 Okay thats a little depressing but I have never been one to like my birthday it makes me think of all the things I have wanted to be doing in my life (at this point in it) only to discover that I am noway near fulfilling all I have wanted to do.

 For instance I would have thought I would be married at this time but I'm not I haven't even had a date in whats going on six years or more and it is the or more in my case. I am so pathetic that even internet dating can't help my love life. Like all the resumes I have out there not a nibble that brings me to the second most pathetic thing about my life and that is a job. At this point in my life I dreamed about being a journalist like my role model Lois Lane.

 And here I am celebrating another birthday all by myself and man did I do it up right a movie and a cake for one.

 I am pathetic and I haven't even reached middle age. It feels like I am living my mid life crisis year after bloody year.

 Well happy birthday to me